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Pain Management
I’m no criminal. I’m in pain. So I can see how my recent downfall might be seen as just another junky’s story, but here’s the thing: I’ve...
Evan Appel
Dec 7, 202313 min read
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Rosewater
God bless you Mr. Rosewater For all that you have done. While we pore through SQL, You’re absolved of your sins. Tabbing through endless...
Evan Appel
Dec 5, 20231 min read
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She Was a Stranger to Me Then
She smiled and four years fell away from her face. Laughter and tears and memories of mine and hers Vanished in a fraction of a second,...
Evan Appel
Dec 1, 20231 min read
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The Cellist
A sun-dappled spiral of concrete serves as a drainage ditch in a more secluded and flood-prone part of the University’s arboretum. In a...
Evan Appel
Nov 29, 202311 min read
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Naïveté
It’s early on a Tuesday afternoon and two friends are fighting over a soccer ball on an oversized pool table which uses other soccer...
Evan Appel
Nov 27, 202313 min read
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Elegy I
Gated reverb finger snaps and sizzling high-hat sixteenth-notes Choral bass drum thump on the downbeat Punctuates the sawing organ swells...
Evan Appel
Oct 1, 20231 min read
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What Fresh Hell?
It was a tearful afternoon when Ma died and I promised to straighten myself out. It was a whole lot to promise and if I hadn’t been high...
Evan Appel
Sep 22, 20238 min read
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The Many Lives of Mary Mercator
Mary Mercator could remember the very exact moment at which she first fell in love. She was in senior English class, it was about 1:13...
Evan Appel
Sep 18, 202334 min read
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The Multiverse Traveler
And how long have I trudged through the endless existential abyss that is my sole remaining purpose? All else is wasted, my body, my...
Evan Appel
Sep 18, 20235 min read
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A Late Night Visitor
I’m just too glad that Delia and the kids weren’t at the house when that girl came by last night. She was just too much trouble and it...
Evan Appel
Sep 15, 20234 min read
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What's in a Name
One crisp and cool fall day, Gregory took the day off from work and decided to take a walk in the park catty-corner from his apartment...
Evan Appel
Sep 14, 202312 min read
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Letter to the Editor
The Atlantic magazine published an article titled "Step Aside, Joe Biden" and I have responded to it here: Mister Cohen, While I agree...
Evan Appel
Jul 8, 20232 min read
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The Dinosaur Boy of Victoria, Canada
It was a misty cloudy day in Victoria, Canada. My sister, Rory, and I had breakfast and then we walked to the Royal British Columbian...
Evan Appel
Feb 17, 20233 min read
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Sophrosyne America
The river flows ten-thousand years, And yet its name never changes. Its course whips wildly on the landscape, Yet you can stand on its...
Evan Appel
Feb 13, 20231 min read
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Hokum and Bunkum and Humbug
Oh how clever. How clever you are. Bedecked in your ersatz splendor, You know you've really gotten far, Soaked in simple syphilitic...
Evan Appel
Feb 13, 20232 min read
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Old Friends
All bright times pass. Friends become strangers Laughter fades to awkward smiles. And why are you so awkward around me? Have I changed...
Evan Appel
Feb 8, 20231 min read
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Career Change
It doesn't matter whether You're a communist Or a capitalist Or a unilateral naturalist. It doesn't matter if you're a monarchist,...
Evan Appel
Feb 6, 20231 min read
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Everyday is a day to celebrate
But isn't it lovely to declare your love for the whole world? Keep loving the world over! Every moment, every word, every kiss, every...
Evan Appel
Jan 26, 20231 min read
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All Figured Out
Hey there, Jimmy! You've got it all figured out! You got a job down at the corner store, Enough money to rent out the casita In your...
Evan Appel
Jan 23, 20232 min read
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November
We needed an awful big house to hide ourselves from each other And that’s what we got in November of two-thousand-and-three. Even my...
Evan Appel
Jan 20, 20232 min read
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